Tag Archives: memories

The Dating Pool

I remembered the last time I was single. It was not college. It was after the gut-piercing breakup two and half years ago. I jumped in the dating pool too soon after that (a month or two) and dated someone … Continue reading

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Sometimes, my eyes spit a little.

Today I woke up early, a bit before 5. I enjoy getting up then because I know I’ll have a productive morning. I had slept well, but I had weird dreams. I dreamed that I had a few things left … Continue reading

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The Last Page

The last page of one of Ex’s notebooks contained more clues about his suicide than anything else I read. He had mentioned on the first page of that notebook that he would suffer no more. On the last page, he … Continue reading

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My Own Elephant

I have these bins. They sit in my living space. They are my very own elephant in the room. I put the bins in my living space to give me reason to go through them. I did not put them in … Continue reading

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Hugs and Kisses

A few nights ago during dinner, Little Guy and I blew kisses to each other and gave each other finger hugs across the table. I want to keep that memory forever.

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What I want to remember

I want to remember my son holding my hand and falling asleep while I laid on tennis balls on the floor next to his bed.  My back hurt to much to snuggle him, so we compromised.   I want to … Continue reading

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Talk Thursday – Time Has Come Today

The time has come today.  Well, really it came a couple days ago while I was driving.  (That’s when the most impactful things occur to me.)  I got to the point in my grieving where I could see dead Ex … Continue reading

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